recently i have been following a very interesting blog call ZenHabits.
One particuarly good recent articles it has posted, Get Past the Pineapple, has some good insight to how to enjoy/live your life.
I have been watching this “Hand to Hand Combat—Marine Corps L.I.N.E. Training” video and it just gives me this urge to go pick a fight with someone. The only problem with that is that out of 9 counter moves only 2 of them would not break the other person’s arm/knee cap and kill them by bashing in their face with your heel or cutting off their air supply by hammer-fisting their voice box.
amazing how in under 7 steps you can kill someone with your body.
I think most people have one of those dreams that is so vivid, you want to believe that it is real.
Right now im haveing the opposite happening. I am in a real life situation that is so real, it seems like it has to be a dream…
Love is kinda like a rain storm.
Some storms last days on end bringing droplets the size of gumballs,
while others are just a small drizzle that lasts a couple minutes.
And there are even some that you aren’t really sure when they are going to end; they will poor buckets of rain then reduce to a light mist, and just when you think it is about to pass by finally it reforms and continues to softly pelt your skin with cool drops of water.
Some say that rain a nuisance, and just makes the day gloomy. Personally I love the rain, not just because it makes the world stop for a few minutes and look around, but because it feels as if, whenever I stand in the rain, that the sound of it splashing all around me and the feel of the icy water that comes from the clouds seems to wash away my fears, troubles, and overall just relaxes me.
I have never done anything to compromise my word or trustworthiness.
Then, why is it that my word is not enough for you to believe me?
I may only be 15 but that does not mean I have no experiences. insight, or the ability to make good decisions.
Not all teenagers are horrible irresponsible, selfish, and hormone crazy kids.
The teenagers that are ^^ like that are the ones I stay away from because of those reasons.
There’s an old saying ‘One in the hand is better than two in the bush,’
but I like a well aimed shot in the bush with a shotgun.
— 1st sgt , man sometimes he is just kinda crazy…
Thinking back to where I was last New Years, not so much physically as more mentally, makes me realize just how much can happen in a year.Over the year so much has taken place; new friendships, new school, first job(ish), first break-up (haha), mohawk, and I have changed so much its hard to really believe.
So, what now? I suppose there are a few things in my life that need to change in order to be ok with life. I will start preperations, plans if you will, for the future; knowing well in advance that all or maybe none of them will be fullfilled.
And, maybe, just maybe, I will find something unexpectedly that turns out for the best, something that can set me free.